What does "ordered chaos" mean to me?

I have always had an aversion to routine and although I am sure this is in part due to lack of discipline, I also feel that it comes from the experience that so little of what we plan actually works out how we intend it to, so why set up that expectation in the first place? I think lately I am coming to the conclusion that, it is somewhat necessary to create a sense of order so that we can function within society, but it is important to combine with the understanding that the world is chaotic and this order that we create is an illusion that can break apart at any time.